I am finally a senior. After basically all my life working my way up through the ranks in school I am finally in my last year. To be honest I am already tired of cramming up books and studying for tests and quizzes, as you might already tell I am quite happy in some ways that school is ending. Why am I not completely happy? the answer is quite simple, I am the type of person that likes to reminisce. Memories, they always stay with you, the good ones and the bad ones. Sometimes when I am by myself I ponder about my past, cherishing all the good times I have had with my friends but, I then realize that when this year is gone things are probably not going to be the same. This is the last year I am going to be with everyone who I love, everyone I have grown up with and I don't think I am quite ready to let go. While in the midst of my thinking I stumble upon past mistakes and think of ways in which I could have done things differently. Even though in some of these mistakes I wish with all my heart that I could take them back, I can’t which is actually pretty sad. In general I consider myself a guy that appreciates experiences and even though sometimes I go through rough situations at the end, I learn from my mistakes. Apart from leaving my family (1 brother, mother and father) behind, what graduation takes away from me is my biggest challenge, my friends, the people I have created most of my memories with and the people who I will always treat as being part of my family. I am not afraid of what is to come since we have all been expecting this for a while but, I will make sure to enjoy this year all I can.
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